balance 2

blog heaven. you hold many prayers for your bloggers. prayers of world peace and equanimity. prayers of a verdant world and a kind world. "what?" you say! "yet another blog?" ha, for what? to add to your list of must reads? don't read this one dammit. This one's for me. for me to support my journey of finding that crystal clear reflecting glass ... b/c as I understand me , I'm yours. I swear I am. I'll give you my all. and I'll say "no" when I can't. in understanding is balance. balance of work and play. freedom and responsibility. thinking and doing. taking and giving. eating and fasting. indulging and abstaining. ha, how are you doing at this balaning act? have you considered? have you ever really felt balanced? The only place I have known the blessing of balance is on my yoga mat. where all of your damn judgments of me drop away. Oh, yes! they are my judgments. I take full responsibility for them. Step away, they're are all mine. yours are only a reflection of what I've chosen to believe. I am on the balancing beam of transparency. walking the line between hiding and sharing. I don't need to bow my head in shame because I've told you, I am deficient. Perhaps like you, perhaps not. it doesn't matter. It's a sunny day. there's a quiet wind bathing my newly exposed winterized skin. I'm going to challenge myself today. to taste the blessing of balance in my real life. not just on my mat. not on the waves of google plus. but in here. in the breath, the sensations, the movement of me. and I dedicate this blessing of balance blog to you.